Procrastination written 2/21/10

The quote for Feb 21 (today) in my book “My Utmost for His Highest” by Oswald Chambers, was speaking on being used by God. At the end of the passage it reads: “ …we become overly concerned about the way we walk and talk and look, out of fear of offending God. …but perfect love casts out fear…(1 Joh 4:18) once we are surrendered to God. … Once we are totally surrendered to God, He will work through us all the time.” I was compelled today to call a distant relative after reading this passage as well as the entire chapter of 1 John 4. I called to see how she was doing and ended up talking for hours to her. It was great. I ministered to her. I felt lifted myself. Laughed about the kids. Heard stories about her past. I was glad I listened to God on the inclination I should call her. Now if I can just stop procrastinating and get motivated to pick up the business book and start looking into getting some funding for this restaurant. I received my taxes this weekend so I have a little loot ready. I also applied for a modeling job in Charlotte this coming up weekend. So the income from that should be very helpful because I am a money magnet! Money flows to me freely and in abundance! We are going to be ready for this business venture! I feel God working in me and through me. I have already put aside the procrastination for the application of the kids at Maureen Joy. I enrolled them online tonight. Thankfully, I listened to the spirit when it was telling me to go onto the website instead of filling out the applications on paper. However, I didn’t listen this morning when I first got the instinct to check the website. LOL! I am still learning to just go with that intuition because that is God speaking to me!! I need to be more obedient.