I have had several dreams that stuck with me so vividly when I woke up that I wrote them down. Now in each of these dreams except for one, I was a successful business woman, very well-educated, well-respected and loved. But above all God was working through me to bring people closer to Him.
So what was the point of these dreams? I need to be directing people to God by being a witness for Him and His son Jesus Christ. Where is this going? I believe I am going to be a great influence to assist people dealing with heavy issues to help them heal and look towards God for guidance. What did these dreams mean about who I am? I believe they are saying that I have so much strength and poise, very persuasive, a strong believer in God and able to comfort others when upset. What about who I have been? Well to tell the truth I was not realizing the potential God designed me to achieve. I was in a rut. I was depressed, unhappy, overweight, felt like I was not worth anything. I was questioning my worth and why anyone valued me if they did. I didn’t like myself and I was trying to be a matriarch for my family. My life was a disaster and I was crying out to God for a change. Now with that said who am I becoming? I believe God is refining me to be someone greater than I was; someone that will affect people facing hardships to learn about God and to love Him or to renew their dwindling faith in Him.
He has put in me so many ideas but always it comes down to how can I use that idea to praise God? How can I use the service I am providing to honor God? I have thought long and hard about which avenue I should pursue. The modeling? The restaurant? The shoe/clothing line? Dance? Graduate School? It seems right now God is asking me to focus on the children but is giving me the opportunity to model at the same time. I thought I was supposed to go to Grad school right now but He is showing me now is not the time. I had too much on my plate to be able to focus and study like I needed to. My home was not in order. I am starting to get organized and on track. I am Following On Course Until Successful (FOCUS). I believe that once I get some things in alignment with what God is asking of me then the rest will come. So I have to stay focused and determined to stay on my path and not stray by trying to figure out things that I just need to be patient and wait on God to deliver especially since I have no control over them.
Do you have dreams and if so have some of them been manifested or is your sleep full of nightmares? I used to have those to which meant I was stressed in my waking life pressing the pain and frustration down and burying them deep inside while they were manifesting themselves in my dream state causing me not to have ANY restful sleep. Pay attention to your dreams it is your spirit and God speaking to you.
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